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Hey all.

I now live with Danny in Martinez, CA.

Dunno if this will reach any of you, but here goes.

    It's been a long couple of months, and while I've been living with Danny I've become more aware everyday of all the shit that's annoying about myself.   Even things like smoking cigarettes, and arguing, two of my favorite things, are shed in a different light seeing Danny put up with them, and knowing that's what he's doing, putting up with my habits.
    At the end of March I'll be moving out, and while I should have a job by the end of February, I'm not sure if a month is enough time..  I need to buy a car, get insurance, and still save enough for first and last months rent on an apartment.  Which I don't even know if I have roommates for.  Wah, wah, wah. I am annoyingly  winey in this post.  Maybe I'll start over... Nope, too lazy.

Good luck me!
1. Go to http://www.careercruising.com/.
2. Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.

1.Website Designer- I'm not smart enough
2.Industrial Designer- weird
3.Desktop Publisher- I don't know what this is
4.Interior Designer- apperently this test thinks I'm gay
5.Fashion Designer- yep, it thinks I'm gay
6.Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator- huh
7.Animator- same thing as the last one
8.Multimedia Developer- mer
9.Set Designer- half of these have designer in the name
10.Costume Designer- grr
11.Graphic Designer- okay, this is getting riddiculous
12.Artist- there we go
13.Computer Animator- I dabble
14.Medical Illustrator- wtf?
15.Video Game Developer- these are all different names for the same thing.
16.Clergy- I'd make a great monk
17.Child and Youth Worker- boo
18.Special Education Teacher- the start of the teacher answers
19.Special Effects Technician- ?boom?
20.Director of Photography- okay
21.Music Teacher / Instructor- teacher
22.High School Teacher- teacher
23.Art / Music Therapist- what does an art/music therapist do exactly?
24.Elementary School Teacher- teacher
25.Foreign Language Instructor- teacher
26.Tailor / Dressmaker- ?
27.Sport Psychology Consultant- what the hell is this one
28.Psychologist- mer
29.ESL Teacher- teacher
30.Tow Truck Driver- way out of left field
31.Teacher Assistant- teacher
32.Sign Maker- ftw
33.Director- ?
34.Early Childhood Educator- teacher
35.Professor- teacher
36.Actor- mer
37.Computer Programmer- not smart enough
38.Librarian- hmmm
39.Driving Instructor- teacher
40.Cabinetmaker- again, what the hell?

So half of my test thinks I should be a teacher, and the other half thinks I'm gay... what to do.

Where I talked to a bot

 TunafishWarrior (4:55:01 PM): hello?

glissacutie (4:55:32 PM):
Hey there!! wassup?

TunafishWarrior (4:55:51 PM):
oh, nothing much, chopping up my last rape victim, they get all messy and gross if you don't eat them in the first 24 hours!

glissacutie (4:56:29 PM):
u got my msg on myspace i guess? just pokin around trying to find some people in my area.. i just moved lol

TunafishWarrior (4:57:41 PM):
yeah, hopefully I can brutally murder your family, that way, you know, there's no one to miss you when I lock you in my closet for a few months!

glissacutie (4:58:28 PM):
hey babe...im running kinda late to begin my w3bcam show.. it woudl be a lot easier if u chatted with em in my chat-room... u want to cum see the show and chat with me in there?

TunafishWarrior (4:59:54 PM):
No fucking way babe! But seriously, how do you want to be cooked when I get bored of you, I mean there's BBQ, or a nice stew? Oh, I know, straight up lumpia yeah?

glissacutie (5:00:43 PM): I can make u a VIP guest for the w3bcam show so u don't have to pay..free....only if you swear you will not mention that inside the chat once u come in...can u prom!se??

TunafishWarrior (5:02:21 PM): Ugh, you're talking out your ass hun, I just want to sacrifice you to my undead master, all this web-chat stuff is blow for all I care, seriously, I'm beginning to think you don't even want to talk to me.

glissacutie (5:03:58 PM): Because it is the law - you have to be 18 (nudity in the show), soooo..you gotta login with a creditcard.....BUT when u get in, just shoot me your screename and I'll upgrade u (like I do for my friends). BUT..only if you SWEAR you wont mention that once ur inside..ill get in shit lol... go there --> nudechatcams.net/tease

TunafishWarrior (5:05:40 PM): No. bad stripper, it's like your not even cognizant of what's happening here. You're either really dense or.... no.... A BOT!?

glissacutie (5:06:41 PM): Oh yeah...pleez do not show anybody ur screen name/password - maybe after the show i can call u or we can mee tup sometime i dunno?

TunafishWarrior (5:08:37 PM): Now you're talking, let's meet, in person, please, soon, and wear something real nice, something fit to spend a month in!

glissacutie (5:10:28 PM):
ooohhh SHOOT.. ok I'm already so late to begin my show, I gotta run but I'll see you in the chatroom...u can use your A~I~M name to login so I know it is u... - AGAIN - do not say I upgraded u xoxoxo

TunafishWarrior (5:12:46 PM): Well shit, you really had me going there for a while. I was thinking just because your answers had nothing to do with anything I said that you where a bot, but now I see the error of my ways, you're just elusive, like some kind of endangered giant flightless parrot. I... I love you.
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(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) What is the color of my room:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

I'll reply with your score once it's graded.

Emily= 78 (nice)

Comments screened to prevent cheating, and to give people freedom in answering however they want to.



Level 1
(X ) Smoked A Cigarette
( X)Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol


Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
(X) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight


Level 3
(X) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 10

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 13

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your LJ Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 16

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of LJ
(X) Been Mosh Pitting

SO FAR: 20

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 24

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone muddin (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 29

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 34

Level 10
( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
(X) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 37

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Robbed Someone
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 40

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 44

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 45

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 48

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 52

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 57

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 61

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
(X) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 66

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 69

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(X) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Screamed "Penis"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 71

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/ice Cube
(X) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 75

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Stayed Up All Night

SO FAR: 79

Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had / Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 83

Level 25
(X) Believe(d) In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( )Visited Jail

SO FAR: 84

Level 26
(X)Played Chicken
(X)Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(X)Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 88

Level 27
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( )Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 91

Level 28
(X) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) Slept Naked
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
(X) Gone Skinny Dipping
( )Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 98

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 100

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 104

Level 32
(X) been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) flattened someones tires
(X) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
(X) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 107

Oct. 14th, 2006


Very good movie.

If it was made in hopes of making people want to live every moment of their lives then it did it better than any other movie I've seen that set out with that goal.


001. Pick your birth month.
002. Strike out anything that does not apply to you.
003. Bold the 5-10 that best apply to you.
004. Copy to your own journal, and paste all months under an lj-cut.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Some sort of thing...

Months )
Rawr, I'm hairy for about another day probably.

That is all.


Take the good with the bad.

The bad news is, my surgery was unsucessful, and if anything, my condition may actually be worsened.

The good news is twofold

1.  The doctor has now diagnosed me with some rare disease that is uncurable.

2.  It being uncurable and all.. means I'll never be cured of it